Having nightmares about the same thing over and over again is so tiring. The voices in my head are getting louder day by day. There are days i feel like giving up but there are also days I want to hang on. Today is the day I still want to give it one last try. I don't want to give up just yet. I tried but i really can't. Maybe no one will ever understand how much it means to me, but this is like the whole world to me. Everything about it means so much.