17th August 2025

I feel like fate has been playing tricks on me. Nothing seems to be going my way and it just keeps getting worse. People always say there’s light at the end of the tunnel, but if I can’t see it, does that mean I’m not close yet? Do I really have to reshape myself and live up to the expectation of others? This process is a long and tedious journey. All I ever wanted was to be myself. I guess happiness doesn’t come easily. It’s ironic this blog’s name i created in the past has got to be the biggest joke ever. Everyday I keep telling myself one more day but nothing seems to get better then I start to wonder why.

就让这 残魂一缕重塑一片天地
千劫万难淬炼肉体一具
无眠过 多少暗夜孤寂
踏破 宿命

16th August 2025

Weekend is supposed to be relaxing and enjoyable but I feel so miserable every single weekend. I had never once thought that life could be this tiring. No matter how hard I struggle, I still can’t seem to get out of this mess. I don’t know how else can i describe this exhausted feeling other than “tired”.

13th August 2025

 

你說你累了 能不能放過我

13th August 2025

 

The only happy news...We finally waited until Camp Rock reunion on stage!!!

Mitchie & Shane forever!!!

After so many years, we finally get to see them together again!!!!

If only I could be there to witness this special moment

Love them sooooooo muchhhhhhhhhh!

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

13th August 2025

拼劲所有只为换来最后残留的回忆

13th August 2025

Having nightmares about the same thing over and over again is so tiring. The voices in my head are getting louder day by day. There are days i feel like giving up but there are also days I want to hang on. Today is the day I still want to give it one last try. I don't want to give up just yet. I tried but i really can't. Maybe no one will ever understand how much it means to me, but this is like the whole world to me. Everything about it means so much.

9th August 2025

Went out to soak in the atmosphere today but I’ve never felt more empty. In a sea of people, everybody was celebrating national day and looked so happy. Sincerely wish I could have the genuine smile they had  on their faces. Anyway, I never had a favourite national day song but I think I do now. This old song hits so hard it made me tear up. I never thought things would change and I am not confident I’ll make it through the storm. This year national day brings me lots of sadness. This special day is supposed to be about identity and sense of belonging, but unfortunately, I lost both.

Remember the times, so fine, when we thought that

Nothing could stand in our way

Then things weren't the same

The life that we knew had to change

We've struggled through, the darkest storms